Murder by Suicide- The Perfect Crime

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Murder by Suicide... This is a real thing, rarely talked about. But, it is serious... and can be lethal. It happens when an abuser uses all manner of psychological, and emotional, persuasion tactics to push the victim to commit suicide. Sometimes, it's referred to as simply "being bullied to death". But, the fact of the matter is... it is far more sinister than that. I can remember, during the worst time in my marriage, the abuse had escalated to an all-time high. I was sleep-deprived, emotionally raw, and my health was in a serious and rapid state of decline. My body was in permanent survival mode. And, that is when my ex began, what I now call, “The Suicide Campaign”. At this point, I’d already been in the relationship for…
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How to Tell if YOU Are the Narcissist

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Are YOU the Narcissist? How to Know For Sure. There are many thousands of reasons why being married to a narcissist just plain sucks. I can personally attest to that. The sheer number of abuse tactics used against you is enough to drive anyone to the very edge of insanity. And yet, once you're at that edge, the abuses just keep coming. One push, after another... just to see how long it takes before you topple over that edge. Narcissists are relentless that way. Here is a little irony for you… Even though my husband had approx. 77,348 different ways to annoy, enrage, confuse, devalue, manipulate, and objectify me- in the end, none of that is what made the narcissistic abuse experience so terrifying for me. Not to say that…
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What is Narcissistic Personality Disorder? 

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Just a few years ago, Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) was a mostly unknown, and rarely talked about, disorder. But, recently, more and more victims of narcissistic abuse have decided to speak out, demanding the attention of society and the media. Nowadays, you can google-up a list of hundreds- if not, thousands- of websites dedicated exclusively to NPD. Whereas, a couple of years ago, it was commonplace, now I’m actually bit surprised when someone asks me, “What is Narcissistic Personality Disorder?” NPD grabbed the public’s attention In recent years, Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD), has gained notoriety in the media. And, as a result, the general public has become somewhat educated about it, and the traumatic effect narcissistic abuse has on its victims. Far from the arrogant buffoon, and his almost laughable…
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The Pathologically Unfaithful Narcissist 

The Pathologically Unfaithful Narcissist 

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So... about a week or so before I found the courage to break the cycle of abuse, and end my decade-long marriage, my husband claimed to have been hired at a new job. He had to travel to a nearby city for a week, in order to attend a training intensive for the job. but managed to to be late on his very first day, showing up unprepared, and without the company uniform. Of course, he blamed his mother for this failure. First, for not providing what he needed for his first, big day... Even though he was perfectly capable of preparing himself, and instead chose to spend the days before his first day of training hanging out with a friend and getting drunk.... Or high. Who know? Then secondly,…
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